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Feb. 20th, 2003
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Feb. 20th, 2003 03:20 pmTo continue with the spammage, I had a dream early this morning in which I was being hunted down by a sadistic psycho blond bishounen assassin. And you wanna know something? It wasn't fun at all. It was terrifying. I ran until I honestly couldn't run anymore (most of this took place on the grounds of a rambling manor/temple), and then my gun jammed - vivid body memory of fumbling at the safety with shaking hands - and I had to shoot him half a dozen times before he would die. Unloaded a couple point-blank to the back of the head, just to make sure.
(Yes, in point of fact I do have recurring dreams of being hunted down by psycho bishounen. I always kill them at the end. ^^; When I was twelve or so I had a book on lucid dreaming that suggested one should visualise an appropriate end to one's nightmares in order to bring about subconscious conflict resolution / anxiety relief, so that's what I programmed myself to do.
...Come to think of it, given that this method actually works I should program myself a yaoi ending, or something. It'd be a lot less nervewracking than having to shoot or stab people messily all the time, and when I wake up I won't feel so sorry for having killed the pretty things.)
(Yes, in point of fact I do have recurring dreams of being hunted down by psycho bishounen. I always kill them at the end. ^^; When I was twelve or so I had a book on lucid dreaming that suggested one should visualise an appropriate end to one's nightmares in order to bring about subconscious conflict resolution / anxiety relief, so that's what I programmed myself to do.
...Come to think of it, given that this method actually works I should program myself a yaoi ending, or something. It'd be a lot less nervewracking than having to shoot or stab people messily all the time, and when I wake up I won't feel so sorry for having killed the pretty things.)
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Feb. 20th, 2003 11:12 pmTurns out I can't read those scanlations anyway, as Chinese server inaccessible in the evening, or what would be workday hours in Asia. (I know it's up because, well, it was up at noon today, but that's when I'm supposed to be busy adult-ing.) Fairly typical of Chinese servers, actually. Bleh. Hate on the vagaries of distributed networks.
(A few good fics extant - thank you usual suspects ^_^ - but I read too fast, so bleh again. I really don't do so well outside of mass-industrial-labour fandoms like HP or WK, do I? Should I trawl for Chinese fic? Japanese? I learnt all these bloomin' languages for a reason. Okay, two reasons, if you include reading ingredient labels and the s00p3r s3cr3t menu items in chauvinistic Asian restaurants. In any case you'd think I'd remember that shounen competition manga eatz my brain. After I haven't read one for a while I forget why I keep telling myself to ignore their existence, and start getting curious. Curiosity kills the cat.)
I narrated basically the entire plot to Tania over fried chicken, complete with Kuwabara Honinbo impersonation, because I really am that much of a dork.
(A few good fics extant - thank you usual suspects ^_^ - but I read too fast, so bleh again. I really don't do so well outside of mass-industrial-labour fandoms like HP or WK, do I? Should I trawl for Chinese fic? Japanese? I learnt all these bloomin' languages for a reason. Okay, two reasons, if you include reading ingredient labels and the s00p3r s3cr3t menu items in chauvinistic Asian restaurants. In any case you'd think I'd remember that shounen competition manga eatz my brain. After I haven't read one for a while I forget why I keep telling myself to ignore their existence, and start getting curious. Curiosity kills the cat.)
I narrated basically the entire plot to Tania over fried chicken, complete with Kuwabara Honinbo impersonation, because I really am that much of a dork.