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Feb. 20th, 2003 03:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
petroniaTo continue with the spammage, I had a dream early this morning in which I was being hunted down by a sadistic psycho blond bishounen assassin. And you wanna know something? It wasn't fun at all. It was terrifying. I ran until I honestly couldn't run anymore (most of this took place on the grounds of a rambling manor/temple), and then my gun jammed - vivid body memory of fumbling at the safety with shaking hands - and I had to shoot him half a dozen times before he would die. Unloaded a couple point-blank to the back of the head, just to make sure.
(Yes, in point of fact I do have recurring dreams of being hunted down by psycho bishounen. I always kill them at the end. ^^; When I was twelve or so I had a book on lucid dreaming that suggested one should visualise an appropriate end to one's nightmares in order to bring about subconscious conflict resolution / anxiety relief, so that's what I programmed myself to do.
...Come to think of it, given that this method actually works I should program myself a yaoi ending, or something. It'd be a lot less nervewracking than having to shoot or stab people messily all the time, and when I wake up I won't feel so sorry for having killed the pretty things.)
(Yes, in point of fact I do have recurring dreams of being hunted down by psycho bishounen. I always kill them at the end. ^^; When I was twelve or so I had a book on lucid dreaming that suggested one should visualise an appropriate end to one's nightmares in order to bring about subconscious conflict resolution / anxiety relief, so that's what I programmed myself to do.
...Come to think of it, given that this method actually works I should program myself a yaoi ending, or something. It'd be a lot less nervewracking than having to shoot or stab people messily all the time, and when I wake up I won't feel so sorry for having killed the pretty things.)
