Theme song to XXXHolic movie

[petronia]

(May as well feed the Mero.) Suga Shikao, "Sanagi".

サナギ
スガ シカオ

体のうすい粘膜を直接ベタベタと触られるような
あなたのその無神経な指も
ゾクゾクして嫌いじゃなかった

でも　いつだってあなたときたら
放っておくと嘘ばかり

私のことを馬鹿だと　はじめから思っていたくせに・・・

こんな日が来ると　思いもしなかったけど
まだそこにあなたが　いる気配すら感じるの

あなたがいなくなってからもうずっと
体はサナギ色になって渇いて

冬の寒い部屋で生まれ変わるの
まるでそれは美しい蝶みたいに

まだ濡れているその羽根を
誰かに駄目にされないように

少しずつひらいていくの　空を飛ぶユメを見て・・・

そんな日が不意に　やってくるのだとしたら
その羽根でどこへ　飛んでいけばいいかしら

家畜に名前がないように
あなたの名前を忘れてしまうの

思い出して泣いてしまうよりも
あなた自体を消してしまうの

そんな日がいつか　やってくるのでしょうか
あなたとの日々が　もう許されるのでしょうか
そんな日がいつか　やってくるのでしょうか
素晴らしい日々が　いつの日か・・・


Chrysalis
Suga Shikao

I liked even your insensitive fingers
That can touch delicate membranes directly, without care
They sent shivers through me
But since when has it been only
Lies and being cast aside, with you
You've thought I was a fool from the beginning

It never occurred to me this day could come
To the point that I sense you beside me still

Always since you've been gone
My body's turned the colour of a chrysalis and thirsted
Will it be reborn in the cold room of winter
As if it were a beautiful butterfly

Will I spread still-damp wings a little
Carefully, so that no one damages them
And dream of flying in the sky

If that day should suddenly come
To where should I fly, with these wings?

I would forget your name
The way livestock are given no names
Better to erase you entirely
Rather than remember you and start crying

When will that day come?
When will the days I spent with you be forgiven?
When will that day come?
The wonderful days, someday...


Kind of random but I really like it. Although since I first heard it I've been going nuts trying to relate it to XXXHolic. Why are all the sublimely happy-sounding Suga Shikao songs so sad? XD;